Alas...I am uninspired to do anything lately. I am down in the dumps because of many many many problems with my ex plus school has taken it's toll on me because I have asthma and a severe heart murmur.

For those who don't know a heart murmur is where the valves in the heart don't close all the way so the blood flows back into the chamber it just came from, causing a hoarse, raspy, whistling sound and the person is easily stressed and tired over a very short period of time. It's common in teens when their bodies grow so fast thier hearts try to go at the same groth rate but the valves can't grow as fast. For most people they get it and it doesn't effect them but it heavily effects me. Most people it goes away after they're 18, never knowing they had it but with me it steadily grows worse. When I was younger it did not bother me but now as each year, month, week, day... It grows worse. *sighes* I fear I will die before I ever turn 18 but oh well...My life hasn't been so great anyways.

Shoot me now...
My misery is not worth watching any longer...
Can't you see what you've done to me...
I am already dieing....
Put the bullet through my head...
So I feel ney pain when I drop to the terra...
Crimson liquid pooling 'neath my lifeless body....
Walk away...
My misery is not worth watching any longer....



[link] Thank you ~DreamingTheEnd for the lovely picture! Remind me to give you something in returnies x)



|Art Works To Come|

1. Make ~vampiremackenzie a new icon
2. Finish Selena SaDiablo's comission >> ;;
3. A new doll picture for ~haywire369's contest
4. A better ID is being done by ~ hou-shian
5. Some poems I wrote two years ago.
6. a drawing for myself I could use something for myself for a change

|Art Trades|
Art trades are on hol while I finish up the things I want and need to do first.

|Requests|
None...I will take some after I finish other things.

|Comissions|
Selena SaDiablo |30% finished... - scetched & scanned not inked for cg'ing >> *hates coloring*|



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